the misty island.....

In a misty island I was standing on the couch that my father built for me when I was just a kid. We use to go there time to time just to find that the misty island wasn't missing my absence. I carry with me a bunch of flowers and of course sweet chocolate. It so happened one day that while I was just about to leave the mysterious place, through the mist appeared light. I was amazed to see it because it was first time I found a companion in that place. Though scared I stood where I was as I was curious to see who was it?

Light appeared closer, brighter and through the mist I saw what I called mystery lass. I moved closer to the light to have a words with her, to do that I collected all courage that I have and just walk ahead. Due to nervousness I never knew how I started that talk, the moment I felt I am good with it, I heard,
"I was just talking a walk, so what are you doing?"
That voice was so enchanting that I just forgot to answer her, but she brought me back,
"Hey are you with me?"
"Oh! I was just lost, so what where you asking me?", I replied with shattering voice.

By then I was confident enough to talk to her. Had a very delightful chat but everything changed its turn when she said, "Would you hold me and take for a walk?"
I blinked my eyes and pinched myself.
"Ouch!". I knew I was not dreaming. Again she said, "Did I offend you?".
I could say nothing but just, "No,, not so. I am glad to hear that,,, my pleasure dear".

I held her hand, it was so warm that I remembered the warmth of my moms lap. We took a walk for a while but luck didn't favour us. Everything was invisible and we just fell down, but by the time I opened my eyes I found myself on the floor holding my pillow tight. Then I came to know that I was just dreaming, probably the craziest dream ever.

                                thanks,
                                 namsyul....   

Dear life,

I missed the moment when we were just a lamp of flesh, we knew nothing about what bad is, all we knew that time was truth. Never did we lie those days, most says that we had direct connection with god. That is what everybody says the moment of innocence.

I once saw a bamboo bud growing nearby and year later I found that it has grown to a full shoot, on contrary it, I found that the shoot was doping down to earth, I was really sad to see that the bamboo grew old just in one year. You know, you and I have been travelling together and experienced lot about what goes around us but the feeling of growing old has never over power our greed, so do you feel that we are travelling right direction?

One night I was just trying to close my eyes to see what tomorrow has got for me, suddenly I saw a wall lizard moving gently and approaching its prey, to my surprise I saw that concentration that the lizard has put was rewarded, poor moth was in his mouth,,,

Ah!! I just remembered about ant’s teamwork, the way they put together their effort to take a piece of grain from far off place to their home, most find it amazing but to me it’s just fool doing foolishness, what I find in it is that they are wasting their energy, the reason they search food is to gain energy but they lose energy in doing it, that is foolishness,,,

I miss those days when we use to take watermelon and the way that we played with the seeds, we use to tease each other with the seeds, by blowing it to each other. The night walk where we feared the presence of ghost and we use to have the fresh night air despite the fear of dark, should I call those moment a night phobia??

Feels like I am going bit too much into what I can’t afford to have, but nevertheless let’s pray that those moment come back to us.

Looking forward to see those moments……

Thanks,,,,,

Namsyul..